Be warned. This entry is definitely going to be rambly and melancholic. This is your truly and her thoughts at 1:51am. The twitching hour has passed and I am left with a sense of...
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Who would have thought that in the nine years I have been in this institution, the roots that have sprouted...have grown so deep. Happy days, sad days...mediocre days. Happy people, sad people...mediocre people. So many of these have come and gone. And like these things...these people...so have I...came and now...gone.
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And how do I feel?
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Sad among other things. Sad to leave some really good colleagues that I have the priviledge to now call my friends. Sad to leave the things that I love doing. Sad to not be walking down the halls that hold so many memories.
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But at the same time, I am glad to leave certain things and rodents behind. No no...this is not me being vindictive and evil. There's enough of that in the world already. I realise that no matter where I am, there is bound to be other rats around. So those of you who say that I am not a realist...I am...it's just that I choose to be an optimistic realist. And I bear no grudges. I bear no hard feelings. As I leave...I leave with a clear consciense and good will and I thank God that I am able to do that.
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So this is a chapter closing in my life and a new one starting soon. As the page turns, I am learning to let go and move on. But I am glad that some characters from the previous chapters are following me into this new one...at least not everything will be new...and scary. But I am excited and looking forward to it. Come what may...I have a Friend that is holding my hand and I am comforted.
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So I bid thee good night. It wasn't such a rambly post after all.
